doldrums

not gonna lie, s and i have been doing some serious conversating about our future in new york. we're having a crisis of faith, if you will. job, apartment, family; it's hard to see where all of it fits here in this city, where we fit in this city. there are so many things i love (you get to read about all of them), and then there are some things that i do not love (and those i usually keep to myself.) anyways, my lovely friend jay, who has an excellent way with words, has put all of this into an extremely eloquent post, winter. the truth is, she's right: new york is an easy city to love, and a hard city to love, and it so rarely loves you back. but when it does, it is so worth it. keep walking, lady, i'm on my own path too.